So over the last two years there have been a lot of changes in our lifestyle. Some good, bad, unexpected, and some for the better. It has been very emotional and not always easy to talk about. I am an emotional person but I try to be strong for my family. I did not handle things properly during this tumultous time. I kept things bottled up, did not confide in my family or friends, and pretty much just hid from the world. Not many things have changed in the last two years. At this point, I am pulling my head out of the sand. I am an intelligent person, who works hard and does a good job of providing and caring for my child, and I want my life back. I do not want to be ashamed of the decisions that we had to make to get our life back on track. This is my road to do that.
Life is not easy...still. What gets me through the hard days is knowing that I am coming home to a husband that loves, a daughter I adore, and that I have a family to depend on when I need them. I may not always be able to do exactly what I want to do, when I want to, but if it is really important I know that we will work it out. We always do.
I'm going to start the new year with a new mind set. This is us, I am proud of myself and my family. Here we go!!
Love. Head high my sister!!
ReplyDeleteI'm ALWAYS here for you even though we don't talk as much as we used to. If I would have thought about things a little more I would have realized how you were feeling. I thought you just wanted your space and you were not happy with me. I think getting all this off your chest is a good way to start anew. I'm proud of you!
ReplyDeleteI'm also here for you. I'm a very introverted person so it's really hard for me to really leave my house to be there for my friends...I really need to work on that. But we love you for who you are...not what you have! :)
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